Getting ready for Thailand

I have begun to read about Thailand. I have so many feelings going on right now. I am so happy about my decision but of course I am scared. I can't wait to go on this adventure, try new food, meet new people, and just live somewhere completely different. But what if I revert into my shy home buddy self and stay inside where its safe. I am scared I won't experience everything. Of course my judging preference worries about where am I going to work? Am I going to make enough money to find somewhere to live? Where am I going to live? I hope I can find a room mate. I hope I make friends fast. All of these unknowns scare me but also excite me at the same time. I know I am going to miss my friends. I am going to miss being close to them and being able to easily communicate with them is going to be a big void to fill. I am going to miss my family and of course the Love of my Life, PATCHES, but I know I can't stay home forever. I am so happy with my decision and I have so much to do before I leave: plane ticket, shots, copy of diploma, transcripts, passport photos, etc...Let's see how stressed out I am going to get trying to get ready for all of this :)